That feeling when the one guy who swept you off your feet, said he was really into you too (and had liked you for months), but eventually "realized he's too fucked up for a relationship and is only a hook up person" now has a girlfriend. Sigh. You know it's a line and still it hurts to find out it really was because…

This week has been a really, really awful week. One of my closest friends has stopped talking to me (and says he wants to arrange a time to talk but never responds to my attempts to arrange a time), another is ok but had to be taken to the hospital for taking too many pills, another close friend had a semi- to…

Guys, this is the first year I'm actually going *out* for NYE, and I'm sooo excited! Usually I stay in by myself or with a few friends (which is lovely too!) but this year I actually get to go out. I don't expect it to be a perfect night or anything like that, but I do hope that I'll have fun. The place I'm going…

So. The boy I've been close friends with/hooking up with/complicated with disappeared for the past few days. I finally talked to him about it, and he said that it wasn't that he didn't want to talk to me, it was that I just never crossed his mind. (Bear in mind that I've told him I'm terrified of guys disappearing…